Monday, December 15, 2008
i just fucking hate christmas and it's 'eve'
walked away ]|[ 3:32 AM
Friday, December 05, 2008
i have'nt participated in BIBV and BSM proj(s) much
i feel lost and slow during FYP sessions
i think i am clueless about proteo thou i have kinda read a little least, every night before i sleep (bedtime story)
worst stil,
i think, feel, sense etc that INAC is sucking th bloody life outta me.
oh wells,
and there is something i feel like doing. but it has been awhile
there's so many things i wanna say
but its' so weird expressing out
random thoughts're always hovering around me
and as i wanna act towards it, i soon get distracted and somewhat lost that feel for it
seeing myself acting and behaving accordingly to routines and chores,
has made me somewhat lost within myself
seeing no one cares,
had made me a ignorant, selfish and naive kidd
life's a totally chaos screw up piece of shit that everyone fights for survival but still one day,
when we got to go, we have to go.
then,
it'll be pay back time.
i feel so random
edits :
was talking to jac. oh man. super old school convos! those pasts etc
yada yada till this sentence was brought up:
- pollutant - leaverightnow says:
no wonder.
- pollutant - leaverightnow says:
the girls there are mostly straight.
linN-ette says:
yea barely a curve ruler
haha. i really miss those days. 85, SAC.
weirdly i got to know you in th weirdest way
dont you think prod mgmt back then was one cool interesting shit? ((:
meet up when you are back in s'pore ((:
i feel lost and slow during FYP sessions
i think i am clueless about proteo thou i have kinda read a little least, every night before i sleep (bedtime story)
worst stil,
i think, feel, sense etc that INAC is sucking th bloody life outta me.
oh wells,
and there is something i feel like doing. but it has been awhile
there's so many things i wanna say
but its' so weird expressing out
random thoughts're always hovering around me
and as i wanna act towards it, i soon get distracted and somewhat lost that feel for it
seeing myself acting and behaving accordingly to routines and chores,
has made me somewhat lost within myself
seeing no one cares,
had made me a ignorant, selfish and naive kidd
life's a totally chaos screw up piece of shit that everyone fights for survival but still one day,
when we got to go, we have to go.
then,
it'll be pay back time.
i feel so random
edits :
was talking to jac. oh man. super old school convos! those pasts etc
yada yada till this sentence was brought up:
- pollutant - leaverightnow says:
no wonder.
- pollutant - leaverightnow says:
the girls there are mostly straight.
linN-ette says:
yea barely a curve ruler
haha. i really miss those days. 85, SAC.
weirdly i got to know you in th weirdest way
dont you think prod mgmt back then was one cool interesting shit? ((:
meet up when you are back in s'pore ((:
walked away ]|[ 2:39 AM