Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill


You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you


And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides


Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth


And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides


At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly


At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by


At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again


so.......
cheesy!?
almost

i knew weiyen will tag. haha. i dint say anything =X
anyway had this quote frm sa.


boredom spares me from 3 evils,
Boredom, Vices, Needs


some'll get it. some'll not,

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not drunk. unlike those who get high easily. tsk,



me(confidently):uncle, can i have a COKE icecream!?! PLEASE!

sy:aiya. vodka ice cream better!


ehh.

Life's Great!


f'yea right.


:(

YOU WILL NEVER DO OR SAY THINGS RANDOMLY.

he walked aimlessly. and stumbled upon a well. was this pre-planned? he has no idea. sometime ago, he has no idea how long ago either.after that evaporation of faith into emptyness, and what seemed like an eternity of self-stuggle, he looked into that well. pitch-black it was, a bottomless pit he reckoned.


he was made to enter it, by virtue of pre-arrangement or however it was made to be.down he went and he landed. all was dark and silent. he shouted, but nothing seems to be heard admidst the vacant, non-sensical hustle and bustle. and not even a slight reverberation felt against its walls, despite that being the sole significance of its existance.


slavery, a term that denotes the unwilling service to what we call dictatorship, is the only thing prominent there. or that is what the commoners there perceive it to be. but as to what he would expect in the coming months, it seems as though a thick shroud forming almost instantly every time he tries to get his mind off those cruel hallucinations. and a veil seems cast over that massive infrastucture of a well, making escapism, which was the only way out to survival, insurmountable as well.


gone were the days of his once fairytale life. he came from what was like a village, even he himself couldnt describe it. there lived a overly-nice village leader, or maybe when compared to that well's counterpart, it was like worlds apart. previously, he enjoyed a form of liberty, and any form of punishment meted out was less than harsh, and definitely reasonable. he had wonderful friends there, of bonds formed through the different adventures he endured through. sad he was, when it was time he had to leave that haven. demoralised he was too, as he was thrust into a whole new alien environment. new customs, new habits, new rules. tough customs, rough habits, ridiculous rules. he knew he has to face it but sometimes it just felt as if he had to throw in the towel. he jus hoped time flies now, though he dreaded it at the start.


is he able to stay strong, against the terrors of his future, bleak and weak?we'll see.


adapted from a friends' blog.

F04

no one failed in f04 any module. and i was th bloody first one during second semester. great, now i fail one more = more distant.
and as i recall CCTA.


oh yeah about ccta.
no more charmaine to copy (refer)
no more wisna (com'on focus!)
ehh whats his name. =/ "qinhan twin" to do my bioreactor.
no more P03 encoragement and noise.
no more REPEATER -repeatouirs- haha (sam xing hua cheryl swee yin and ck)
darn i am so 'on-my-own' needa survive now.
shiet.



BITCH! susan lee.


oyeah i am currently reading:

Since intracellular metabolite pool of a leaky cell in a dense population will reach equilibrium with the surrounding medium, solutions include:
Capillary technique to create a locally enriched environment.
Microdrop technique.
Feeder layer - addition of conditioned medium. 

frm th chapter : Cloning and characterization of cells

srsly i wanna cry.
its not because of its long content.
bt,

suddenly i feel so stupid and dumb for repeating this module :(
seriously.
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team DEVLIN in full force. (= love them.




doesnt she looks good?
carrying MY crumpler?!
please note. tht its mine! hor stalker! =D




happy birthday babe! finally legal but i cant believe.
u were high on just a bottle.
=/ best part u were full and i dint eat anything for dinner =S and nthing happened to me.



BTT tmr. MUST PASS!