i was studying ccta and i came across :


=(


better stop here before things gets too emotional.

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irritating and irresponsible tutor.
go and die~

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damn ccta and mmb.
fuckingly annoying pissing shittingly uninspirational.
Dr New is nice and i feel bad if i dont do well~ argh.
i am so goddamnit dead.


re-test(s) or not. they are just as @#$%^&*()*&^%$ RAWR!
i need a break. frm my notes.
BUT, i have not started even flipping them.
WHAT AN IRONY!



again.
linette please, for god haven sake. START STUDYING AND STOP PLAYING ARD!
but then, i think there is srsly something wrong with ur brain.
it stores less then 0.01 MB and its speed is only 0.9 Mbps
you shld be a typewrite instead :s



1 AUG CCTA PRAC re-test. kids' studehh!
no more 1/25 or 2/25
..

rawr~
i am equally screwed for studies and cca!!
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DAMN CCTA! this credit goes to the lecturer too.


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OC was alright. went Sam's place.
i swear her expression was classic. man. now, i knw how i look like last yr when 'the babies' surprised me.
anyway wenesday, mmb damn it. better chiong tmr..
thanks god no training.



off for ccta. bloody #@$%^& forget it. just focus. well at least, my beer fermented was nice tasting. it better be nice. i PAID for my 'supposed to be recycled- bioreactor.'

exams are coming. argh work hard! no more 1.4 for gpa!!


happy 18th birthday to sam sexy! (haha i type exactly whats written on my hp)
happy 20th birthday to PANG the man!





it aint only you. but i'll promise you, we'll walk this together. brace yourself.
its a new environment, life etc. give urself a chance :)
we'll.

I CANNOT GET OVER WITH MY CAPSIZING!


DAMN. NO ONE WAS AROUND ME AND YET...

:(

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unstable boat = unstable life.


capsized boat = screwed life.


unable to flip/roll yourself up thus ejecting out = refusing to purse matters anymore, giving up.




so now what? linette.

what the ...



but,
i expected it.
and u aint dangerous.



still, damn cute :))

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damn,
i am getting old and its hard catching up.
and srsly,
i hate talking to replica(s).


fuck. why am i feeling annoyed?!

instead of gyming, tanning session.
monday, self train tues,polo wenesday, combine land thurs, self train cum tanning fri(tmr) night cycling sat, polo.



ENRIQUE IGLESIAS
"Do You Know?"


Do you know.

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

How can I love you
If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be


(it continues.. lazy to copy and paste.)


i feel,
TRAPPED!

edited//





jac's work
funny KID! ;p

competition for polo(25 aug)- game on?


whats your problem?
heck. (its repeating. with different people)
scary aint it?

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10.14pm
word count: 178

12am: MUST submit to 'turnitin'
holy geez!

10.38pm
word count: 421.

how to get 1000 words by midnight :(

i am improving on campus run.
had gym orientation finally.
paid great attention in mmb.
but i slept till damn shiok for OC


i've changed. is tht due to pms'ing?
sheesh. really wanna know.
guys. i am sorry if my attitude these days/months are getting on ur nerve.
didnt wanna post or admit
but me being an introvert is killing and suffocating me.

rainy day.


sprint.
4 juniors.
row'ed single(s) t1
bloody unstable, but dint cap thnks god.
(poor elaine ;p)
water was #$%^& dirty.
my strokes suck.
no stamina and,
i am pissed off by tht.
'll train hard.


polo.
my ball is always getting stolen.
i am skill-less.
keeper'ing makes me cock up
second time,
pissing off.


studies.
i havent been focus.
god knows why.
but,
i've been staying awake for lecs
except for aqua.
EVERYONE sleeps.
i knw i can, chiong.
frustrated.


what a life i lead. a pissing agusty kid.
a good for nothing.
now i knw why.

(happy advance bdae buddy~prisca's 19th (: )

look at cheryl's and ck's face especially. oh man tht occurs when they consume th sour liquid shit.


canoe polo ladies dinner. seniors, top 1st 2 picas.
right 4 pics are taken after training tday.


now you knw. the seniors especially. tsk.
LJ i see u in all pics luh!


aqua and ccbe project die die this week must finish.
MUST! ESPECIALLY AQUA! OMG.
damnit. i lost my momentum in campus run.
but then again. i was half sick half cramping away.


off to study sleep :)

week 2.

finally got my training gloves and knee guard.
i look like i am going for a war.


thurs, fri and weekends are unproductive as usual.
so much for my promise of studying but at least i am reading MMB like now.
and its boring me to tears.
cant help stop yawning.


anyway friends/buddies/pals. please help.
if i sleep during lecture frm now on just kick my chair or slap me.


pin, pls wake me up for ccta and mmb. hannah and dhuha. dont sleep also leh! very tempting!! wy. kick me frm th back yeap. i give you th permission to do so.
sing hua just irritate th hell out of me during OC lecture PLEASE! so tht i wont sleep. wisna, i will take ccta prac srsly and not doze or stone. charmaine, dont let me copy ur work anymore! i will do it myself frm now on.
(if there are more, kids, please help)
oyes. sam swee yin OC prac better pay attention.


if you guys know. its not that i had lagged of sleep.
its just. nothing enters when i see the words of my notes.
and 5 minutes ltr, you will see me yawning.
even if i change my mindset to sit and mug,
i can rmb everything via memorising but suffer frm a mental fit the next day.
now i am doubting my ability to pass my diploma.
and i can barely sniff or count my days to graduation.

You Are An INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow. You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation. At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

1/4 of whats up there aint true. ok, it used to be. but not now.
if only someone is able to guide me again.



HAPPY BELATED 19th (1st july)to both geri and shari.