finally my sim card was ACTIVATED. but without my old dear hp i woke up at 7.30 when i have a class at 8am. cab'ed. omg heart ach when i saw my money parted.
anyway yes sam and me went for canoeing. and i think she's not going anymore haha too tiring for her. actually training's alright. just that its been a long time since i exercise and my muscles ached like omfg.
but its okie.


met pin and rest at town after training. i was dying then. saw what they bought for a birthday kid and i wanted to laugh. since no names are mention. yes. its a NUM underwear which's worn rather complicatedly. uber funny.


ok i need sleep. spanish tmr. OLE :)
and yes , alexis looks like debrah leong omg. even...
just that alexis wear braces.


haha

polo or sprint??

morning was emoing.
afternoon was pissing.

FUCK DAMN'IT.
DAMN PISSED WITH MYSELF FOR LOSING MY HP!
fuck fuck fuckkkkkkk!
i dont even know where i drop it. mother fucking shit.
its not th lousy hp that i bother but ITS THE CONTENTS!
and th fucking idoit who took it didnt even bothering replying my msg'es
of being nice and sending me SOME CONTACTS.
fucking ass and i curse that th person will get karma soon.
3 numbers and names very difficult meh!? not that its interferring with ur money.
fuck'in pissed.
omg. i wanna stangle myself and th person who took my hp.



thanks to pal and her marche friends for offering beer and talking nonsense and enlighening me but ahhh nvm.
and and and and and and and and and and and!
i will never laugh at ms jessica wee for losing her hp :(
she lost her's on monday. and i had my retribution today :/

kids of 2f03. i think. i dont know what class i am in! cant be 1f03!? i aint yr1!



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fridays. are suppose to be my fav day as it means th end of weekdays.
but hell crap no.
CCTA 10-1. damn boring and its so messy.
dr lee has no sense of freaking co-odination.
and fuck i wont call her "Dr" just because she asked me too. bloody status.
MMB at 2pm. fuck maybe i should just have that buller train dr new. bloody indian vampire. talk so damn bloody much and so fast, dr kavitha if i aint wrong. f' annoying. thanks god th lab techs are funny. if not we would have died. so much for a friday. fucking tired after lab but headout to chinatown with jean.
retail !!!
had tim sum which burnt a hole in my wallet.
people's park with her so that she can buy her stuffs for her online blog shop.
eye-opener it was as i realise 77th street uses those stuffs to sell.
great i am just tired and my hands are itchy thats why i feel i am making no sense.
sentosa tmr!



me jere swing cheryl sam

all good things must come to an end.

i dread going to school daily. not to mention sleeping during lectures or smiling to say hi to friends. whats th purpose of that fake smile when deep down i yearn my bed and anything else except lecture notes. and also, i miss han babe, dhuha,baby pin, val. even when i see them for 2 lectures, th lecturer talks like a bloody train and i cant multi task. copying notes (which the babies are proud that i FINALLY do so) and talking to them. but hell. advance micro bio lec Dr. New he is like a freak bullet train. 1 chapter in 40 mins.


ok enough of my 3 days f'moments.


but,
i'll look forward for THURSDAYS! right sing hua!?
spanish is yay-ness!
though i hardly understand a crap frm there.
plus th fact we thought that th teacher was male as its kim whatever. (mixture of korean, spanish, american)
but when we step into th room,
th 'profesor' makes me go wooooooo la la!!!
and me and sing hua dont mind poning lessons for private tuitions. =x
weiyen and bert will agree with me in 7 weeks time when they see her.



she reminds me of carmen frm that show.
interesting.
okies. i will be prepared for next thurs though its 4 hrs! =)
I DIE DIE WILL TAHAN!
haha.

i see myself 20 years from now.

to kids esp sacians.
i am NOT with debrah so yes
anyway u guys know who i am?!



(to another person)
, dont do that. as u made me regret my decision too. i lost 2 and i dont wanna lose one more. get it? i am unsure of my own path just like you. i know i cant change your decision but understand me slightly at least. thats all i ask.


if only time can be turned, i would have followed my mind and not my heart.

currently talking to pin, wisna and my old bud adlin online
man i am going to miss these babes.
well i already missed adlin but she is coming back to singapore in june! :))
pin and wisna. i miss copying pin's chem tutorials. now, i have NO ONE to copy from.
and no one to crap with during tutorials.
wisna~ yes i miss ur clique sitting above me han dhuha. and laughing at us.
those old days.


anyway yes.camp'ed. if you guys understand.
ok i was toning at ms wee's place again.
eh and i was sneezing 24/7 was it just friday th 13th or some crap cursing me!?
to that person, KARMA!
i became like an ahma recently. so damn bloody pantang.
headed town which was omg damn bloody shit crap boring.
i wont go there for a year. so boringgggg!
now i know how ms wee feels. 4 years being stucked there.


headed back and i tried ij and crez uni's.
man i look good in uniforms. i miss wearing them =(
as in all sorts.
so yes. someone was playing with my friendster till i almost died.
4am! mine u. if i dont sleep i will die.
woke at 9am (surprise surprise) as i almost died frm gastric.
wanted to puke but whatever that came out tasted and looks like gastric juices.
u know those yellow thing. no food.. but slimy. bubble yellow thing?
yeap gastric juices. ok sorry about being gross.


ok i feel like dying. for being in a crap up body.
or shld i say screwed.
4 times being sick, during holis. damn. pin thanks for being first in ur pal's list of being sick so many times.
=/
pardon me for today and tmr.
sch on monday. how INTERESTING!



agnes b. (hk edition)

lips of an angel. (sometimes i wish she was you.)

went serangoon's club. lunched and play water. which was crap as it poured.
cabbed to potong pasir and train to SGH. waited for 2 hrs plus as ms ng geokling was fuckin' warded for nothing. thanks to her for checking into a and e ward. dammit. waste my time only. sheesh. BUT THEN AGAIN, THANKS ALOT MDM NG.
why?
she dared me to talk to this nurse and she wanted to know her.
named eh...... lim rong yi if i aint wrong.
of course i wasnt that daring (sounds so otherwise frm what 'ms tan' said about me) anyway yes i didnt say anything. but while waiting for Gl it was horribly boring and seeing so many bloody blood'ed ppl being rush in and out makes me think twice on why i am in a life science course and not in nursing.
so yes. the rong yi girl was telling me Geokling was asking for me. but i cldnt enter. so i was like omg bored. in th end Gl was talking to th warded patients there. wtf. so i headed to buy chicken rice thanks to a bloody patient who was hungry. heheee Gl is going to kill me on this part. but yes rong yi was like aye geokling come out already eh? "no leh" then why u here? "buy rice for other patients" eh u part time maid for th ward? " thanks arh!" smile retardly for a while and she went whats ur number? HAHAHAHAAH!
ok i shld just shut up. before i get killed.
thanks mdm ng geokling.
i know you were bio-ing that babe but
hehehh.
but she's alright looking only well to me. ratings:5/10? netballer look.
ahem got to understand my standards are high =)
anyone who wanna die and enter A&E (SGH) please call me =x
just kidding lar. not interested.

one is more then enough. two means walkway to heaven. 3 means destroy me, my soul.

ate at ccps again. chiong in and back out to prevent ourselves from getting caught
damn cheap food. so pardon me and geokling.
headed to sentosa. whereby it was sunny for a mere 1/2 an hr and it poured after that. and SHEESH I SAW HANNAH BABE! pk wetted' my burms with her salt water (sounds wrong) on her body. thanks ahhhh!
she was with her friends and her attempt to swim in th sea without letting me see was a flop cause she really acted like a 'tickus (mouse)' in oil =x
sorry pk haha but it was hilarious.

thats me and gl and we were bored.

look at pk being buried by her friends. and there is this channel U actress with ben. and the last small pic is not a potrait of some weirdo. but its prisca. yes , best pal with her cooking abilities and ambition. EH YOU HAVE NOT COOKED FOR ME and if u are goin' onboard cruise for cooking. u know eh. =))
meet up another time yeap and bring ur gf along well ya!


thats all for today folks.
realise my pm lao shi looks like errmms.
maybe people who knows them will agree.


I JUST REALISED THAT MY HAIR IS SUPER DUPER LONG AND THERE ARE BLIND PEOPLE CALLING ME SIR. wth.
worstly, i was in SB suntanning and the guy went 'ur change SIR' WTF ARE WITH THESE PEOPLE!?





somethings are pure weird.

its hard to be faithful. whenwe really never move on.

PIN PLEASE DONT KILL ME. =X
AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WORE SUCH CLOTHES OUT.




went out with pin. to bugis
met her CO friend yang who was also an sacian!
but 7 years older then me! wth.
but oh oh oh SHE KNOWS SMELLY MOUTH! heheh. (my private account's teacher) if u guys are wondering =/
they were classmates.
how BIG th world is.
anyway was chilling out at pasta mania cum yoshi
was talking to yang and haha the usual sac talks.
about... (pin now you know)
its just our speciality. and guess what she knows tennis ppl which means
yes jiating dom (hottie yet ruler) debo JOYCE! HOT HOT HOT well my time.
lijun (priscaaaaa! =) ur babe!) hyper kid she was. alyssa another ex-butch eh. and lots more. omg those were the BEST DAYS EVER!
and sheesh she mention theresa and michelle fuckernarden they are and they were also IN NP! omfg. i still wanna do voodoo on them though its been 6 years. (eh pin f's words cant hold back anymore =x)
but talking to her really makes me recall sec1 2 days. omg embrassing yet haha. best time of our lives years. thanks for making fun of my sailor moon uniform but hey in sec1 and 2 i had my low waist short skirt pe-niform
talking about quah too. why i was kicked out. damn.
old school! haha. nice to know u pal (ex-sacian) u really made u wonder about those old bunch. and pin shhhhhhhhh i know we have high whatever and haha cant help it if u like to fight and not have things delievered to us.
SACIANS ARE JUST LIKE THAT! you see.
ok i think u regretted introducing me hhaha
ccps kid-curry chicken potato soup!? wtf!?


anyway to whine: chill. ij's just retarded. so are the teachers there. if they are really that good they will be in top jc's n not ij. sheesh one word.
AMEN.




was reading someone's blog.
not that i know her. well maybe indirectly, extended friend friends'.
f'ing idiot, she is.
you are only my age and teaching as a relief in a school.
who are you to judge NA students and comment on their attitudes?
so what u are frm a f up best class from a jc.
the students there are docks. they seriously are. (not that i am critising my friend too but srsly ur class only know one thing. compete.)
cant you accept that NA students just want to use our own pace to study and revise?!
and not by using shit punishments. (like those craps you came up with)
AND WE AINT LIKE YOU GUYS!
not that we wanna rebel but thats school life. if you wanna follow to the rules and laws according. your life is gona be a total bore. (oh yeah. now i understand ur's)
whats th use of following these rules? when deep down you still fear of whatever u're feeling?
i pity your bf and those around you.
yeah especially to one of ur clique who is as f'up as u.
f yeah. he needs to straighten up like what you need too.
maybe on second though he is worst then you.
what a bunch of f'tards u guys are.
enlighten me on this.



sorry to rack up someone else's past but srsly ur ex-classmate(s) are omf, annoying bitches. and the 'he' shld be clear by now.
damn. i rarely hate. ask my old/new classmates.
but why must people get in my bloody way to piss me off.
when i get pissed, i hate.
and i hate hard.

nah ms wee. these pics are for you. i know you wanna go hk again heheh.
the porridge was omg damn nice. pin. if ur grandma cook this for u daily, i am SURE 100% chop chop confirm you wont mind =D its f'kin'lious.
and th other is while i am on the boat crossing frm habour city to wan chai.

next year ms wee! next year! LETS SAVE $$ UP =)


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things i bought. and i declared broke.

eh doesnt include pictures of my mouse (2 adorable looking laser and optical ones) another ipod charger that cost $5 singapore :)) ps2 games. external 180gb hard drive. 1gm thumb drive. hp casing (though i am not going to change my still!)
a sony ercission (is this how u spell) handphone/ PDA that cost only $50 SINGAPORE $$! alcoholic duty free drinks. food transport etc.
"3 days drained me! I USED MY $300 AND THANKS DAD. i know my brother and i can be a leech at times but aiya thats for the punishments/ stayhomes results."
thanks god air tickets are free =/
miss wee, i srsly needa save for next year.
and according to my nice family members again, they wanna go in aug again
omg.


hotel, well.....
accessible as its near th shoe street =)
bt erms worst then 2 years back and more.
haha i prefer my uncle's own house =x
food, =)))))))))))) (jessica dont drooooool!)
and they still rmb us.
eh didnt go far. as its only 3 days so,
I AM SO SORRY ABOUT TH GIFTS ALRIGHT? sorry!
anyway thats about it. i suppose. walking drains my brain.
not muscles.

sleepy.

-> ms wee, i saw th price of the pillow you got for me =P

hongkong. do you still recall your past there? =/

omg i just watch the news. and a girl was dead for a year along this road which i walk EVERYTIME i alight at aljunid mrt station. i think deborah will feel worst haha!
first huang na and now this.
and and and. me and geokling realises that all our principal are dying or dead. primary sch m.yong died last month. maria was long dead. now secondary sch, mrs loh, th bitch is half dead too. last stage of cancer. whats th world coming too.
sheesh oh and ij principal. alemak. u can ask miss wee about it.
principal.
ITS A CURSE JOB.



anyway.
went back to ccps. and vivo'ed ltr.

yeap pictures.

kids at the canteen. omg they are rude. they seriously are. second pic, my primary 1 teacher! i dont knw how to spell her name though. omg the first qns she asked. 'do you still finish your exams? and need people to send food to you via the door?'
omg i was laughing. the noodles are yummmmmmy! both curry and normal. fantastic meat balls, wanton. i miss eating it. and its cheap! CHEAP CHEAP CHEAPO for a poor kid like me =x one sentence.
'those were the days.'
how innocent i was back then compare to th kids now.i prefer my days, and yes though i was bullied. =/ being young innocent open minded problem free. WAS GREAT. real great.

vivo'ed
saw chubby cheeks (who look like a maid? =x) and yitian (phin) with . there.
singapore's small. too small.


p,s: jinggggggggggg! tan shan jing! YOU LOOK TOTALLY DIFFERENT! no more innocent face!!! HAHAHAAAH! and since when were u called benecia!? omg i am speechless. totally. and heard you dont attend church that frequently anymore. hmmmmm, but i miss you nehhhhh!
if you're reading this haha all the best in ur future. and be HOLE-leh ! =x

i tried my best in everything but it leads to nothing.

confidence. please come back to me....

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Extremely High
Dysthymia:	High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	High
Cyclothymia:	High-Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

pin you said ur's bad. whats mine!?
haha. ok i didnt expect i was that, that depressed though i am alright.
to me.. well it seems.


anyway today kbox with:

sy.val.pin.ck. and yes our 'num' slippers. all rich kids. expect me.
omg took 154 to clementi and i didnt know the bus ride was crap long. maybe its just 2 months since i seriously set a foot on 154/151 to school. school holis mean sch allegies. anyway i am CURRENTLY scolded by ck for wasting moneh as i didnt sing.
alemak! pin sy and val suan me tv spoil glass crack mic spoil! walao!
kns! haha but i hate hate hate talking into a mic ever since i quitted prod mgmt.
i dont know how to read chinese words for nuts! and pin and sy were teaching me the words for th various songs =/ you tell me! if i needa coaching!
crap! headed for imm to get a munch. left at i dont know what time as pin sent me to jurong east mrt station via cab thanks! as always =p omg i passed by a place on the way to th station. was telling pin about it but dont know if she was listening.
but i miss a certain of that place alot =( just staring and thinking back. how
depressing. (ok now i know the reason for the depression table =x) i needa change a reason if not sheesh. arghh
anyway todays' good.



OH Oh yesterday heard from shir that she applied for NUS dentistry! =D
dear girl, i am super-ly excited for you. and i hope you do enter the course!
i will tell you why i am if you have OFFICALLY enter it! i know you love listening to some nonsense of mine since eons. and you always get me about it though SHEESH!!

(somewhat normal and i rmb that dressing! , twins look-a-like)

somethings should be done 'old school style' . not all.