picca taken frm my bed. the moon looks more like the sun. owellies.
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cant study. shit.. cb and obc prac tml shiiieeettt!

anyway i wana take my licence but find me time to make a new spec!
someone passed theory leh :) and i also want. dammit.
but of course i feel happy for that person =)=)
i wanna drive i dont wanna take a bloody 45+ mins bus to school.

fags are evil!

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though it was only 2 sentences, it made my miserable day lots better.
thanks.
and yes, i will just face my fears (exams) dispite the outcome.

i'll pick myself up despite my falls.


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Artist: hinder
Album:Extreme Behavior
Title:Lips Of An Angel

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

thanks shari for the song lyrics

man. what a nice song. yeap many people come and leave in my life but there's just someone i really hope will stay.

anyway today shit. studied till i almost drop dead and yet, i was still a flop during quiz.
fuck. so much for my hardwork. i feel damn bad for my tuition teacher. and of course there are 2 more i felt i have let down.. damn. they were smart enough to take the s-chem paper and yet i am a pea brain if i compare myself to both of them. fuck myself and go and die.
blah. shall stop emoing and continue studying for some other modules.
first time i am depressed for a poly module! srsly first time!!

adlin!dep!lucinda! I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU GUYS THIS THURS!
loves :)


i'll never fall for you.
i would rather fall for my bed =/

finally back from tuition! FINALLY! studying kills.
anyway today's tuition was the most interesting tuition i ever went.
met deb at jec. (deb as in my tutor! nt whoever someone is thinking about) haha!
her dad fetched us at 7.15 and i swear her father's first sentence stunned me. no hi or anything...
but,
'are you a guy or girl?! i thought u were a guy with long hair and i was going to talk abt it.'
fuck! i was like ehhhh. i swear the 5 mins in the car i was lauging my butt off and deb was like ogod daddy, QUIET! hhaha.
she gave me a nice advice when i left though haha..
OMFG her house is the nicest hdb house i ever step into! i SWEAR IT IS!.
lots of mirrors as she is a dancer :)
the kitchen geezus! its like a pub when they off the light FUCK NICE! if can take picture i will!
its seriously damn nice. and of course warm cosy huge hall with, fuck 24inch plasma tv. (can i take it home please?) anyway her mom is nice.. cut fruits while i was taught.. but i didnt eat haha damn unglam lar so in the end deb finished for me haha!
interesting place to be at haha esp with a INTERESTING father.haha....
oh and i was asked why was my hair dyed. guess my ans!
I SWIM FOR MY SCHOOL. THATS WHY MY HAIR THIS COLOUR!
shit nonsense. heh!!

oman. what a day. but overall.. i pity that child. like how i pity myself. sad case.
but i learn something interesting today(nt obc though) but it'll be kept ONLY for myself
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

no more picca due to some reasons =)
too bad!
motivate me to study please?

look at mrs boo (sec sch teacher) and ms teh (poly lecturer)
i think all chemistry teachers kiss their books before they sleep!!
haha.
they'r all damn bloody smart.

i should listen to miss j.lim last time. great ideas they were.

vivo-ed today. man, didnt been there before so pardon my suaku-ness. actually went with my dad before but everything was so restrictive with him. plus the fact, sch is damn far frm vivo
(nt really actually. half an hr via 61?) yeap.
JUST FOUND OUT!
pin! dont go town shop anymore... no kick. vivo more choices! bring ur sis there instead
any went bowling today. i swear i am getting broke 14 bucks flying out weekly frm my wallet. its damn pathetic when u open up my wallet these days to find no notes but the most silver coins! mind u silver nt even GOLD!
coach taught and please with his help my nice 94 score went to 38!
38!!!!!!!!!!! wtf! i didnt knw he wanted me do straight ball so i did hooked.. and yes i did hooked alot to the gutter! kns. spin is easier man. aiya lane balls are knn balls to play with.
after that sent my ipod to repair but it was nothing so i could take it back immediately.
5 plus vivo. eh i said that right. anyway when i went to the candy empire over there i felt weird. its just this strange feeling over me owells.. just a mixture of sadness and reluctantness.
blah

anyway i was recalling what coach and ms teh told me today. it's quite true.. thats why i cant bowl or study well. and even move on.
well, i will from now on.
argh hope tuition tml dont screw up..but damn far leh! jurong east lib. kns.
study study study! chiong arh! after 14feb 4pm can nua till 14 april!
=)

f-ewe.
dead, dying and can anyone buy me a coffin? i have no money left. o.O
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woot! newbie like me having the same score with edwin and char! old birdies! the POWER of linette! yeahhhh! and i am sufffering frm a busted finger. dammit. ugly nails.
anyway yes i am saving $$ to get a bowling ball --> $600 omg i will have to wait 394082 years.
i feel tempted to go for training this sat. hmmm shall i?
P.S SORRY CHAR NO MILO!!!! HAHA! NOT THAT I DONT WANNA GET 100 POINTS BUT THE BALL JUST WANTED TO ENTER THE GUTTER! FATE FATE! what about pin 10 ;s
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miss wee! look at where my friends took the picca. i know u prefer ntuc to prima.
=) the BONDS u make with china and blangla.
they'll rmb u. man. have u ever encounter thenm in female toilets!? haha! boy! its been a year! anyway yes i will find the picca of nutc hub and sent it to you soon. with dedication from YOU KNOW WHO! ;))



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i was packing my things when i saw my 2005 student companion.
saw what lydia wrote inside. it was in chinese though. shall translate (it was in simple chinese! thats why i cld understand!!)
"when you're feeling 'shi luo' which i think is depressed, 'shi wang' disappointed and sad, you can stare at the sky.enjoy the scene. the birds, rainbow and the clouds. make a wish and somedays it will fulfill."
ok if it doesnt make sense, pardon me. it was direct translation.
thanks lu for the phrase. there was one more but i dont know 1/2 of it
so yeap. 2 days of open house shifts finally ended..
project tml. owells.
in 4 days i swear i had damn lotsa emotion towards 3024893258435 things.
despressing shiet. thanks babies for listening to my nosense in school and if no one realises, when i am depressed i tend to talk for the sake of talking and offending a million people. so again babies, thanks for tahan-ing.
anyway there are piccas where we took during open house. shall upload it when weiyan sends it to me.

finally its 21st jan. ok i am like so reluctant.
but yeah. wishing myself and ONlY myself. unless you wana drag someone into the picture
happy 3 years, OFFICALLY. for whatever =/
i feel pathetic.
ooh
the sentence at 5 plus in the evening still remains as fresh as grapes despite 3 years. and if anyone forgets it was chinese new year eve on this day in '04.

thanks jes for the toys and yes ur so called messy rm haha.
bottom: taken on the skyhawk at np hanger's openhouse. damn cool.

anyway thanks ms wee for housing me :):):):):):)


(sarah connor)
-living to love you-
All we had was just one summer Two lovers strolling in the park But like they say the world keeps turning As the leaves were falling we should fall apart
Now I'm waiting for the winter To build my castle out of ice And deep inside this massive building There's a crystal lake of all the tears I've cried
Baby for all my life, Don't you know that it's true I'm living to love you So baby don't think twice,If you feel what I feel Trust your heart and do what I do Cause I'm living to love you I'm living to love you
When you're gone, it's not forever Cause you're remaining in my heart So tell me why I feel this aching Every time I think of you when we're apart
Baby for all my life, Don't you know that it's trueI'm living to love you So baby don't think twice

smile lar smile..
smile till ur teeth all drop. knn.

if u are wondering who i was suaning i was actually suaning myself =/

BUT back to reality..
i still fuckingly wana drive! kns. even those this year 18 can take already man dammit. fuck the damn government especially comfort deigro.

anyway its suppose to be 21st jan. oh man. such a day (date) i also can forget.
owells.

1F04.
why on earth did i type my class name eh...
ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok.
LINETTE WONG! dont even think about it.

ex-LOVE

happy 21th jiating!!!!!!!!!

man. back in sac u were my senior in tennis. and now, in ngee ann poly LSCT
guess some dreams will never change desipte the timeline.
anyway yeap though i am dying in this course, u'll always be my inspiration.
just like how things were 6 years ago.
thanks alot of everything. senior.

last night:
guys vs girls at starbucks.
bottom: hannah trying her specs in town, bert being molested by mark and rus, mark being self obsessed
though it was raining in town. cuddling up at buck was comfy. was talking to the ladies 3/4 of my time and they ask me a qn which no one had ever asked me before ever since i step into np.
interesting. innocent of my classmates, wild in np. anyway yep like what han said, yeah i shld study and nt block out important info of studies.


i was thinking on my bed. how i wish i was as hardworking as my o's year. but there was too many downs though i had a pretty alright result. and it was not worth it if u really think about it.
what about being as hardworking as sec4? i swear that was my prime. where everything was real great. having fun and scoring straight A's for n's was really a great feeling
but then again, i had 2 great person in my life that accompanied me through it. how secure and confident i felt at that point. now its all gone..
and hopefully, i hope my studies will not be affected now.

ok this is a random post esp the second para.


4 more days, it'll be offically 3 years :)
happy birthday,
aunty.

didnt go for cell bio today as i had some checkup but the queue was omfg.
then ........ (fill in the blanks)
then met deb at bedok. 3.45pm. so on time eh!
then went bugis. someone came along too. dont think i am allow to release the name.
so yep walk at bugis in circles till deb was complaining so boring so we headed to MARINA SQUARE (if u wonder why i type in caps, read on) to look for deb's wonderful red puma bag which seems non-existant. seriously. headed to giant to get a lollipop and guess where i bought mine? topman! YES I BOUGHT LOLLIPOP FROM TOPMAN! wtf right!? singapore is horribly damn boring. walked past jing's old working place. think she quit long time ago too man. it still amaze me on how she works there. the environment.
went candy empire after that. and due to that me and deb had to walk under the rain while someone had a hood! RIGHT!? thats why, was laughing at us! ni na beh. can die.. but deb was like ouch ouch-ing under the rain. pls she dont make sense. ouch->rain. no link srsly.
anyway i bought this marshmallow thing its damn nice. go eat. though its $1.40 its srsly nice!
damn lazy type any longer man. gee! reached home at 7 plus thanks to the nice rain and traffic jams. oh yeah.
@#%*



went to MARINA too! f*ck f*ck f*ck!!!!!!! walao!!!!!!! knn! i was sooooooo pek when i heard! sia lar!!! walaooooooo! ok i think i'll whine the whole week (though its gona end)


HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK:
i was a saint. i really was!!!!
-found someone a job. (shari SHHHHHHH!!!) anyway i think i shld shut up if nt if jessica knows' she will be like 'you ask ......... omg! really?' (sure this sentence, wanna bet?)
-couple date. but i was the damn lightbulb thanks alot. dammit.
-paid attention to OBC prac today. i did and it was amazing!!! you can ask dhuha if you dont believe!


to ......i....: do you still want th candid and back picca i took for you? some ppl just cant delete the right picca! delete wrong somemore!
mine leh! cao! ok. i think i will get killed by you still. but i was nice to censor ur name!

when to hannah's house. to STUDY! yes i did 2 topic of OBC. dont know what she did though. watched just like heaven on babe's lappie. and i think i paid more attention to the lappie then my homework man. gee!
slept after that. i didnt mean to sleep. Imagine seeing a person sleep for 15 mins. and its almost 5pm. (sleeping time) you tend to drift too. so slept till tommy came home. see! i was awake to take this picca of this SUPER COMFY BEAR! this bear was HUGE enough to be my pillow.and yes you can see the notes scatter on the floor. this shows, WE STUDIED. and behind that bear if u can see. thats the dear girl still sleeping and refusing t get up desipte her brother ordered pizza. and the best part. she asked tommy to send me down cause she needed sleep!
met jes after that and yes the usual suaning session.
omg jess i still think ur flend is super chao tall. ok i didnt meant u are short though opps!
first look that girl reminds me of des or may be deb-rah! tall-ies..

wo hai yao jia che! translate-> i still wana drive!!!!!!
damn government.












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i realise,
i rather lose the one i love then not getting my license.
this includes studying. like DUHH!
i wanna drive.
well, unless someone lends me their car to drive illegally.
hate being despressed of not being able to drive.
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went town for lunch and got this disc. godskitchen. damn. there goes my 50 bucks. but i'll need this songs to keep me awake to study. blah.

went hannah's place on sat to finish some project. nice room, roomy. but the bear was the best. super friendly mom. left at 6 cab with her family to bugis. hope her bro finds his wallet man. 80 bucks inside. crap.