never bring up today. and everyone please dont talk to me about cars and driving tests ever again.
i feel like a loser, a huge one.
'thanks' god for giving me this fuck up set of eyeballs.

hannah thanks for asking me out today. i didnt have the mood for comm toolkit. but towning with u guys indeed cheered me. but some scars still must remain.
i will miss driving. and i will never get a chance to do so now.

p.s: not learning how to driving = losing you. (serious)

anyway mins ago:
i found out you went yesterday and i went today and we had THE SAME EXAM DATES (time? perhaps cause only 3 shifts) and now i am screwed.
linette, you are a failure. (yeah thanks i know)






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first and foremost, must welcome someone back :):):) some kids can be 'nice' at time.
today. thought sch'll be omfg dead bored and sick, but the ladies, davin and ck entertained me.
lastly!!!! the most interesting news of my era. brother called me.
kenn:hey, you know who enter my camp!?
me: how the hell i know. singapore so many people.
kenn: THAT friend of yours.... you know LAO SAN friend? that johnson who intro that nnb act sai buay sai guy!? .....
me: (after pondering after the names) OOOOOH THAT BASTARD!?
kenn: YES THAT CB who 'pao-to' me for that.... (for you to find out) VCD. fuckingly gona give him fuck before ORD.
ah how bloody small is th world. i swear i never like his face. seriously fuck up face. and people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK ME FOR STOPPING MY BORTHER FROM WHACKING HIM =) (part of me wanted to, cb face man srsly.)
AND,
{reason being}
i gave him face as he was your primary school's friend brother. i knew you by then so i cldnt do anything.
for you i didnt talk to my brother for a month.
man. what a happening thing today that rings in my head which leads to 4 years back.
retribution?
well i certainly hope your ex also join's my brother's camp before ORD.
some guys FOR SURE deserve what their kuai lan actions were.








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!#$% looking for the flight schedule is killing me! TML!!!!!!!!!
eeh, shall frequent LOT1 (CCK) more frequently :/
pin! if you like i can bring you home.. xun pian xun pian abit
heehee!
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home--soon! =)
2007 in a few hrs and i will be celebrating it in the plane.
sheesh.
06 was filled with memories. and 2007 will be the same too. its always the case.
same things repeating yearly.
anyway japan trip was so-so. family getting on my nerves. and my ipod screwed up during the trip,first day.so much for being less then a month old.
24 dec:in jap please dont ask me what happen. my dad and brother drowned me with asahi ,sapporo and sake(tasted like rice water) that i cant rmb shit. my mother and aunty scolded them the next day though.
owells, i think i talked more to the guide then my family members if i aint wrong. weird me.
the guide was sai lar. she's singaporean bt her knowledge abt japan is damn fucking good. (like reading frm encyclopedia)
but whatever its. the trip was dead tiring. and i almost lost my life on the cruise. so damn bloody choppy.my mom vomitted like 20 over times i didnt though. amazing.
i also almost died in the flight. damn long. and my ass was dying =/
owell see u guys when sch starts. =)



-2 jan and u'll be back! :) interesting
-i love staring at the picture we took. :):):)

before i leave for japan (for real) haha want to thank everyone who made this a great yr for me.
and yes thanks to my sec, poly, working buddies. (jessica dont further elaborate about working buddies ah!) kill you eh!
so yep. take care and hope to meet up with you guys in 2007.

to you: thank you for making me end my 2006 well.but i do not know when i will see you again.
sheesh i still've 9339293850 things to tell you, but not here =) so anyway take care of urself.
shir: didnt get to meet you this year! next yr yepp? take care!
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shagged me after gyming with ms mabel low.
mabel and me after chomp.
since i wont be in time for new year: my first resolution
NOT TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL. AND DONT PON!
(pin same as urs (= ) oh oh jessica too haha!
second: remind me not to chop my hair, i wana keep it long!



for you: its still the same.

before i leave singapore, ok i've a great 18th despite some.....
but either then that its good!
and yes before i leave, let me wish
des and myself a great 18th again! 18th lar..somemore on christmas eve :)
to summaries things,
kid take care of yourself.
and remember the word:pessimistically.




to you:
went chomp with your wifey. and she was telling me something abt you.so i was listening. after she ended i wasnt feeling sad disappointed or angry. my nerve was completely numb.
i was wondering. why whatever thing i did. you always disapprove it. to you everything i did was ALWAYS wrong. even the words coming out of my mouth i bet was wrong too. and when ur ex did the same, you fuckingly didnt mind. do u know that the feeling suck? hello! suck!
sometimes i wana drill a nail into ur skull to see what exactly u are thinking. seriously.
i wanna give up on you. but blah! i dont wana spoil my 2006 or u can say my 18th birthday. i enjoyed it due to you, i dont wana spoil it due to you too.
thanks for making me feel like a fool.
anway,
welcome back jessica whine =) dont whine too much when i aint in singapore =P
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what happens when love and hate collide?
intersting qns. i thought i know the ans but nope i dont now.
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VERY COLD!!!!!! knn! gee but earlier i wore sleeves-less to meet them i WASNT cold AT ALL! thick skin? ahaha! oyes i rmb something!!!!!!!!!!! she said her mom know's jo mom. my mom knows jo's mom too! OMG omg DONT dont introduce each other. i dont want her mom to know my mom cause................. ahhhhhh long story! but i SURE 1000000% GET KILLED BY MY MOTHER AND HER MOTHER if they know each other. opps!
see lar all the aunties. korean key siao here and there. nnb! must be that beh yong jun club! dammit.. ahhh TOLONG and please dont know each other xie xie ni. anyway i was watching the advertisment for the show love actually. what a day to screen it..
i was thinking about the sneezing thing. oh man, i still feel embrassed abt it =x but hehe! yeah lar yeah lar! =P nt ur mother!!!!!!!!
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omg i looked retarded in public today bt at least i didnt tear in front of her. gee. hope u like ur gift. mabel dont whine anymore. cause i think i whine more then u after gyming haha! whatever that happened today mabel, shhhhhh!!!
so yes. she have changed so much in everyway.i dressed like &^*$@ crap as i went gyming with mabel whereas she was like 938447575420 better dressed then me. (matured babe(= ) wahpiang. i almost died for being paiseh to death. eh how the hell are they gona have chalet when its raining $#@!*-ingly? gee.
anyway yeah though i met her for less then an hr. it was good. wonder if i will ever get a chance to see her again. owells. dont think too much lar,linette.




girl.when i saw u today, i wanted to tell you so many things but i couldnt.
but then again, i think through my actions you could have guessed.

before i let this blog rot. i must blog i enjoyed my 18th birthday man. thanks to babies(dhuha hannah val and pin!), nigel and bert!
sunday (17 dec) minds cafe with dhuha han gib and nigel okie i suck there lar. the games were @#%*& easy yet TOUGH for people like me. nt that i am SLOW! and yes i receive stitch(omg its damn cute)! thanks!!!!! =)
monday (18 dec) was emoing at home okie more of sleeping cause i didnt go out with you know who, meeting her tml instead. of cause that will emo momo man. bt omgoodlord. 4pm. received a call, linette ur house have how many shoe rack? is there a blue and black ball? open the door raining!!!!i was fucking stunned. i swear! and while climbing down the stairs i FELL DOWN 8 FLIGHTS!
fucking pain. ahaha. sang me birthday song and stuff. left for dad's club at 6 as i havent bath! i have lots of green stuffs i realise. and pin got me suspenders! woots!nice cake made by hannah. think dhuha and val got me huge mamee! i think it will last me a month! and lots of other things tigger, pencil box etc
haha omg THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS
XIE XIE NI!
wisna keeps good secret if no one knows =P haha
anyway tml.. it will be a good day too! =) you know what i mean?
ONCE AGAIN: thanks to val pin dhuha and ESPECIALLY THIS LOVEABLE SMALL GIRL NAMED HANNAH LIM! thanks for the organising tikus!
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If Your life was a movie, what would thesoundtrack be?So, here's how it works:1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp,Media Player,iPod, etc)2. Put it on shuffle3. Press play4. For every question, type the songthat's playing(don't cheat!)5. When you go to a new question, pressthe nextbuttonOpening

Credits:stand by me

Waking Up:100 years -haha true true.

First Day At School:one 1000 things -wahahah true! omg

Falling In Love:I believe -yes TRUE too!

Fight Song:8 world wonder

Breaking Up:a moment like this -what a SONG man

Prom:public affair -true again!

Life:accidentally in love -in a way

Mental breakdown:aint no other man -wahaha thats for YOU to decide

Driving:all or nothing

Flashback:American idoit -wahahahahaaaaaaaaaa nnb

Getting back together:angel in disguise -mhmmm

Wedding:as if -love this song at this topic! fucking __

Birth of Child:say goodbye -wtf. child just born leh! ciao

Final Battle:back at one

Death Scene:be yourself -hahaha yeah agree!

Funeral Song:beautifully broken -EHHHH!

End Credits:because of you. nice ending. as it contridicts the staring.in a way.
THE END









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was thinking,
i seriously need tons of tissue for next monday. esp for an emo momo like me. meeting cancelled.
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something in me just died.
anyway the picture which i scanned, i wanted t upload it bt it failed (first time) so maybe its fate.eh!?
oh yes it's dec and i shall just wish those december peeps a very happy birthday cum christmas all at a go:
3 Dec- peiting
8 Dec- nic
10 Dec- kimberly
24 Dec- mineee! AND DES =) haha.
31 Dec- claire and phyllis.
thats all folks.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!


11/12/2006
fucking happy~ never smile till my teeth almost drop haha
friday and monday FASTER COME!
anyway currently talking to my ex-classmates
omfg. the topic----- its something i have been deprieved of. for a year? 10 months!? sec sch life was easy to hook up. poly, everyone is like ____ which is freaking knn.every those, are all attach to UGLY looking guys. dammit.
owells. cant help it if i prefer the old tress in the forest :) haha soon nic soon!
ok maybe i shld say soon ppl soon!
singlehood can be nice at times. bio-ing aint a offence :)
p.s: i read this somewhere and somewhat, i agree with it.
'a kiss a hug and a couple of fucks, being in love really sucks'
*what a post this is haha.
oh fuck. exams at 8.30am. sleeping now. toodles.



you aint going to blog anymore. so whats the point of me blogging too. get it?

left to right: me and bert's food. see how neat we are compare to hannah baby! hahaha, one person use 9809845309 pieces of tissue!!!
num shirt~ their choice. well yeah lar its niceeeeee (see han and bert i FINALLY say something positive =x)
last pic, babe a rock chick! (poser i meant) opps!
i need sleep =(
pin why did u see him and i didnt gawwwrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! unfair!!!!!!!! haha. bt i dont think u shld tell ur sis still =P
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u dont see me like that daily.bt it feels so darn good studying (at times)
st andrews peeps please do kill me. but ur pe shirt is damn nice to wear. ultra comfy.
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i feel so tempted to post out those pics i scan today! it looks nice though none of them have my face. and its 23948985394850 years old.
bt sadly i can only do so next friday. omg i cant wait!
killing 2 birdies with a stone =)
ok linette STUDY! 4days!

fuck up mood..
by looking at ur sis's blog. i felt better. how i wish u and ur friend(you know who)was here to make me smile. both of you always had the will and the way to do so.
i cant wait to see you when my paper end next friday. i still miss u and you know ......
as for ur friend i got her a gift u can say its an excuse to go out with her bt thats the only thing i can do.
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ITS 2.22AM AND I SWEAR I SOMETHING AT WHERE MY AUNT SLEPT.
i sun-pah. omfg. i dare nt leave my ass off my chair.
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eh while studying i got bored. dont look at my eyes of the second pic cause i got freaked off too hahs.
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good lord its like 1.45am and i am not sleeping! just to find that thing that wasted an hr of mine and i still cant find it knn! i only did my info comm omg wisna is soooo going to kill me tml for nt doing tls and IC arghhh
THE BEST PART is i havent touch my notes! when i said i wanted to study. i think even if i pon tml's 8am lecture doesnt freakingly helps much for my lack of sleep. wah laoooooo! crappppp!

1. study obc till amines and amides hope to READ everything BY THIS SUNDAY!
2. study CB. and i dont know which topic is tested till! ok man lecture 7 bt wth topic is that?! hope to read everything by SUNDAY AGAIN.
3. sunday and monday will be spent on reading info tech. i dont want to bloody hell fail.
4. TEST'S DATES tues:info tech thurs:cell biology fri:OBC
5. cell bio prac lab work which is due tml and i dont have the readings how to do pie chart?

and thats the end! eh i was referring to no.4 EXAMS!

OK. off for ehh reading of whatever.

i am still wondering how i got home yesterday and how i almost died on my way to sch. eh but being dizzy at times is good. it brain washes u that u have studied when you didnt haha. btw i am srsly thankful for having a nice cell bio prac lecturer. super duper nice. off to do tls/info comm. ahh next week common test!DIEEEEE!
D:i cant wait to see you soon and give u ur gifts =)
S:our date right after my exams!! i cant wait to see you too!!!! you are missed by meeeeeee! =) badly.
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queenie, here daughter is in SAC ok stale news bt fine lar.
after 5cups

us!

poor ski hehs.
me after 25 cups. seh liao! goodness.

omg i am dead dead dead hanging over. its amazing how my parents dont know i went for drinking. 20 cups of chivas didnt knock me out not even high to mention. THEN! another 20 cups of chivas and martel and here i am. seeing starsssssss. thanks ski for the treat of dont know how many martel and chivas. haha but surprise surpise u are out before meeeee! wohooo! =P
oyes i didnt vomit despite being whatever state i am in! well done linn!!
haha ok pardon me for my lame-ness as u can see the state i am in. shall leave a few pics and off for a nice bath.

a feeling of deja vu. AND IT REALLY WAS IT! omg.
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weird looking. bt the background is taken at a wedding and so are the lights. its at the four seasons hotel.
the bottom 3 pics: ann and jing. omg i miss u guys sooo much! when ben came to our school (i am beside him anyway) i think i look better last time. ugly linette. me and beloved lu! ok lydia! omg i MISS u so much lydia u are always busy =( meet up soon yeah? i really miss our gossipes about you know who =) haha.
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me and babes (hannah,vanessa) we look like we are dying =/ and hannah after changing. emo ass haha.
oh yes. my presentation.. the first sentence 'i was in my dad's........' sounds familiar? haha.
you helped me again. thanks =)