another OMG as in really oh MY GOOD LORD!
i didnt realise how much a person can change within 2 years. mentally change is shocking bt physical changes can seriously give u a heartattack.
haha if you are reading this. i saw ur prom picture and you SERIOUSLY look like jennifer love whatever and whatsoever u spell her name. you know the main actress of ghost whisperer? YOU FREAKING-LY LOOK LIKE HER! boooo! =)
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fuck up braces. gee
omg its been 7 hrs or more and i am still thinking of that thing!
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its 2.10. everyone is preparing of lecture and i am home. i am like dying here. i am freaking sick of visiting toilets so yes i have decided to seat and wait. 3/4 of my energy is spend walking TO THE TOILET. dammit. darn stomach or intestine or whaetever. walao pin is like in greater pain then me she can tahan i cant! wth linette!
i will start studying todayyyyy! bt i still have to memories the bloody info comm shit! ahhh! i need inspiration!
ok linette stop whinning STOP IT! eh have u ever get so depressed that u start laughing? i think it happened to me today =(
anyway i shall study now~ yes. stop emo-ing whinning yawning and hugging my bloster =) haha.
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try avoiding and the more u face it. i almost died when both of u appeared. =/
but of course, you shld have seen my face.
for you, i'll =)

i am still sore of getting no grades for info tech. bt if i fail after my common test that's the end of me. re-taking next yr. obc results so suck ahh all fucking single digit! knn, damn sian. whats the bloody problem of me and my screwed up brain? i dread doing info tech work now i am sick of doing pre-lab's. i am just sick and tired of everything. why was i forced to study in poly? hello!!!??
ok stop whinning. bt srsly if it aint for the nice lecturers (mr mak, info tech teacher;he's nice actually) i think i wont be encouraged to study. and of course with a bunch of bud. thnks girlsu know who u are) and dhuha. ok maybe ppl like nigel jean bert and a few more makes poly life fun. just wanna tell u guys that i appreciate it alot. so yes.
lets get back to studying. i know i can i know i can.
how's ur prom? for you, i'll =)
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when there is no root beer drink this.




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intersting pictures ms wee sent to me last night.
anyway, today was a undescrible day. as tht best part was i came to sch at 12noon as i thought that was the time i started bt obc started at 11am!? sian taking obc and info tech marks tml! cao peh. argh. something happened when i came home and it amazed me how am i going sch tml.ms wee u are the only one who knows anyway.
on a happier note there's nothing to think abt it. i still got to continue with life. and like what my grp said get over and done with it.
anyway tml's is =) and :) prom at ritz. it will be better then 2004! i know! it will!!
ok, i think when u read my blog u guys will know who. so yeap.

for you, i will smile. yourstruly-me.
seee!

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=) there's a reason for these numbers of =)!
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walao i failed my cb and i was the only one who failed. knn. bt its my fault for not studying. =( i know what i will get for OBC and info tech cause of cb i can guess my marks. ahhhh! ok. my aim!
jessica wee u better dont suan me when u see this bt yes i am going to study. i will!!!!!!! I WILL! i know that was what i said 9 months ago. bt okay lar study study study 2 weeks crash study. NO TOWNING FOR ME TILL DEC 17! remind me!ehh bt i am only starting tml haha tv time now =/
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omg i was reading someone's blog and though it happened last year I STILL FEEL GUILTY! ok more of bad. i srsly feel bad.
now i feel WORST! cause 2 whatever....(long story)woah linette ah! YOU ARE THE BEST in creating problems for urself!!!!!!!!!

left to right:
grp pic one with a cute guy (they claim), babies pic's, grp 2 with another hottie, lastly the main reason we came.
i think i had bowel problem today (everyday) 3 hrs 4 times visiting. ended at 9.30 bt we only left at 10 plus i think due to those pics. damn high now =/ those 'sophiscated' ladies sang like __(go figure) all the way to bukit timah food centre. oyes we saw shooting star! eh was it? yes yes same wish. damn lazy to blog. i need to go to sch tml =( 11am, CB eh as in cell bio project hah! what were YOU thinking :)
i am still going to forget you __ so it doesnt matters. ole cheers to singlehood AGAIN! i am brainwashing myself man.
yes, how can i nt mention its super awakard seating down watching a production. i was trained for 2 years to stand.when i saw np's sound rm all the memories of sac prod mgmt came back to me. i miss my chances at the soundboard. i miss the voice of my vice president <:)>/president asking me to be alert. the scolding i took when i was a bad SM i felt i have learnt so much through it and its all gone now. just gone.
how i wish i was better in PM back in sec4.just for you,to make you proud of me just ONCE.

i will pretend not to see a crap off those two blogs i went. ahhhh ignorant is better and i have decided to enjoy singlehood. xie xie ni.
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nachos!yummy!!


its 11.09am now bt it feels like 11.09pm. damn sleepy. how to complete my CB chapters by today? :(

maybe by staring at you, i will not fall asleep on my lappy again. wake up fishy! WAKE UP!
however with the help of the berries ice cream. sour bt refreshing~!
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oh my good lord!!! why did u ask me such a *&%$#!~*^ qn's! i cant say YES right!?

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i completed 2 chapters of CB! wohooo!! left 3 more! eh 240 pages?! by thurs?
jessica wee (small sweet), i realise talking to u always make me sleep late and its very late!!!
anyway hahah i asked a 'wrong' qn to a "wrong" person opps! hope she doesnt suspects =x
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its 11.15am,i am still at home when my obc lecture is at 11am-1pm. nice~ shall arrive at 12 plus.let me enjoy my nice ramen then to see that kana sai ms teh's face.
wo hai yao sleep(how to say this in chinese eh!)!!
oyes happy 18th to wisna! i know u dont know chinese bt shen re quai le!
ok whats with me and chinese today =s
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i am going to study today! i dont care bt i am going to mug mug mug!!!oyes
did i mention ms teh DID NOTICE i didnt come till 12 plus haha!!
i was like i came at 10.30am! (when actually i was zzZZzz at home!?) heh! i was like u can ask val and rest, maybe u cldnt see me as i was thin -.-





you got me moving today. that feeling is undescrible. bt guess its been a long long time since i had that feeling or even experience it. anyway i had to let our hands slip as its impossible yes. you dont belong to me, neither do i belong to you.

today sucks. bt thanks to hannah(really thnks alot) dhuha, pin,val. u guys made me smile finally. anyway no lab tml wohoo!due to some presentation or is it performance. oh yes. happy happy happy 18th and 19th birthday to seah and leon. respectively.
may i add christmas is round the corner. a month and 13days if i didnt count wrongly.
decos are up. everywhere talks shows that this yr is the best year. bt i dont think so.

1. christmas means common test is drawing near which i DRRREEEAADDD! as i have nt study a shit.
2. i am going for a holi with my family which means i have to spend more time with my bastard .father. well maybe it'll be okie as bro is there. yes finally he's free for a holi
3. the last reason is for me to know for you to find out.

my KNNBCCB parents esp father:
if u continue treating my bro and me this way, even if u die a fucking horrible death, we will never sheld a tear for you. the way u treated me today boils me out. fuck you guys.

yesterday had dinner with prisca and j.lim at giraffe. damn creamy and yes usual me cant finish. stayed and talked for another hr or so i think. the conversations were INTERESTING haha. hearing frm a teacher point of view can be interesting man. damn,very!
anyway today. eh what happen.
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oyes, actually nothing. was suppose to study CB bt nothing process. sad.

inspire me man.test is this wenesday and i have started on nuts.

too many things happen that i swear i look like a kuku when i went sch. even when i went back home at 5 i still looked like one. anyway i yeah and thnks bro for ur help. cab fare drinks and stuff.
anyway i got to say, passion comes before feelings. so yes. i found out what i really love bt thnks to my nice parents i am unable to pursue it.






tonight's cycling. i yearned to go. it wasnt abt the friends, it was a chance to relax/unwind. bt.. maybe it will also turn out to be a bonding session for us. fate and destiny dont work for me. i have got to get it the hard way.

nooo!!!!
ok.as expected excel was fu*k up. it was.and i need t curse PCB!
i screwed up major time man. and i swear that the scene in the rm reminds me of me dionne lily jessica alan,rong rong blah. heh, aye jes looks who's name is on ur left and right =)
anyway i miss adlin =( and lydia.
i miss them singing that sentence into my ears. haha.
'linette stop flirting or i will smack ur eyeballs!' haha imagine they used to say it daily and now..
man. lydia meet up soon okie? u are always STILL just as busy and adlin come back to singapore! u are missed badly.. and REPLY MY E-MAILS!
p.s:i need a shoulder to lean on

dont ever think or dream about it. let alone. happen! no!!
was just giving myself advice abt some stuff hahs. half an hr to tls presentation and 2hrs and so for excel. anyway dhuha just said something quite true. "nice things are dangerous" i AGREE FULLY! haha.ok. i will just wish shellen a early 18th birthday. its her birthday tml.(16nov)

fierce eh! hannah which loanshark do u work for? haha.
EMO-ing.my head looks as if its going to explode.

looking normal.
anyway happy 18th birthday to jeremaiah.(if thats how u spell)

it wld make a good supper if aint for my braces. now the noodles taste like rubber band. wtf.
ok condense and skeletal formula is killing me grr.
oyes.
girl, todays' paper its over. and though it was tough, u got to move on and focus and study hard for tml chem paper if i aint wrong. just focus. it'll soon be over.
take care and tahan all the way :)

top t bottom: i look like a bloody cheena-vietnam farmer. yes yes i know!;taken last friday before IS class. van,davin,hannah and me.;fatty cheeks =)haha alright its pretty girl,li jun; xinghua with hannah's bag. omg damn gay man.(third row first):cb lesson and duhah!ur face lar!;haha i wasnt suppose to even place it there or i will get killed by hannah so try ur best to see!(open ur eyes!) my crib when darkness falls. second row was reserved for the last as yes it was old sch. the one on the left is taken when i was in sec3 and the one whereby we had little devil horns was taken back in sec4. wear what u want day. yepp.i look like *)(*&^(@# omg!
girls on the left:rac,fel denise,me. right:rac sa karen nic me. sad i know bt i was without a babe :(
okiee. off for tls. argh!

i was suppose to study obc cb info comm and whatever bt yes. weekends are just so unproductive. what can i do abt it? knn.
anyway the bike is my bro's yes he've gotten a new bike. i beg for peace if my parents found out he has a bike. bt i heard its 120cc and it weighs 20oo over kg!?
for a bloody o-biang vaspa(scooter) 200over!? craziness.
sch tml with a ton of test/quizes this week dammit.anyway i havent done tutorial4 for obc wth. guess i have to sleep at 3am AGAIN. kana sai!
p.s: winnie and kaixin! thnks to u guys my breasts STILL HURTS! wtf!! @#%*&












happy and sweet 18th to both rach<12/11> and jiayi<11/11>. =)

this is what happen to np when it rains:

WTF right!? what happen t our sch fees!?
and i went for the motor showdown and it pierce me(my heart) ahh my love. i still want my WRX i checked the price MY07 w2.0 price after loan and insurance $87,000 i think its alright and its auto. wanted to get the manual bt its gear was heavy.
anyway here are some pics i took(it made me drool):

firstly wishing my bro a happy eh i think its 23 birthday!! yes. be more matured and dont bring anymore trouble to the family.esp me
anyway i was going through friendster when i saw _n__ profile. how i wish i cld agree to some ppl last year that she srsly look *&(^%^%$ she has WEIRD as in really eyebrow-less eyes! omg linN how can u be so blind that u didnt notice last year and u _____ INTERSTING THING LINETTE REAL AMAZING. i swear i almost died when i was reflecting that moment! omg omg omg omg omg LINETTE!!! ok shall i laugh at her(or myself) or cry for being that pathetic? holy cow!!





BOSTON; AUGUSTANA:
in the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun.
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed,you said.
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
an open field,
when flowers gaze at you.they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you
you said.
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains
she said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain.
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new tow, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice.
Boston...where no one knows my name.

i was using this website to see my celebrity look-a-like. my look alike is so wtf! esp the just taken one roar!!!
so i used my chalet photo and this was my look-a-like:
he's Chester Bennington dont even know who the hell he is. i dont AS IN DONT look like that wth!
check _'s out: i swear i was JEALOUS FOR A MOMENT!
Ricky Ullman so much hotter looking!
haha.bt i am surprise we have guys photos despite our sex =/ kana sai!

i feel so blah. argh
so many crap to be done yet i have nt started anything. i think i will have to send out thousand of apologise. cb dont talk abt it. we havent even get a topic whereas other grps have already started. linette!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel so unfocus lazy and everything negative this semester. i felt i was better last semester,even.where has my motivation gone too? where was my sec sch attitude. my fighting spirit,determination, personality and everything? i want the old linette back. guess i shld consider what my dad told me today- u sure u dont want to chance course?
i dont know i really dont.
if i cant even take care of myself, how am i going to take care of you? =(

its 1130now.
the feeling now is different after reading the blog.it makes me think twice of my actions and thoughts.buti still miss/love the feeling i felt 10mins ago. its so old school. can i be your motivation? "duhua faster! i want to play too!"
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1102:its rare that i blog in sch bt this is a must. remind me whenever its a wenesday 11pm. i saw,oh man! looks like..(i think)
how i wish i can walk up to you and know you, but you are taken. gee.