now i know why my body ach.caused it rained! haha.argh i am so tired. wanted to do sound bt got chase out due to the fark up new teacher. pls lar even mr yeo allowed me in. wtf are u nt to allow me!? anyway even when i didnt do show, i decided to join in the dance. haha now left me t act as the indian guy. didnt understand why tanabal(saggy boobs women) didnt want sarah.. i mean so what if they are still in sch. owells. too tired to argue.bt with one practise they said we were good!?hello! are they blind or deaf? me nic sa and almost eveyone in our grp feels we screw up. yeah esp when me and elieen screwed. ahh! damn freaking scared tml! i will be the only one in stage left! at least shari have elieen! wth!? pray i wont and dont screw. esp the starting part. sheesh. got to reach sch at 6.45am tml! so freak early.bt i feel like going at 6am instead. haha i know its earlier bt i want t be there with my pm juniors.. ah ming yan,cherie and rest .. sometimes seeing them stress up during show reminds me of __.how __ used t make me just as stress! anyway went home after rehearsal today.took frm tampaines. and as the train went pass t.m station. i looked at __ house. lights were on and stuff. and i was so darn right.random*eileen we were suppose to eat. why left suddenly!? ok i also cant make it lar hahs. anyway i make no more sense. tired. waking up at 5am tml. wtf!?
level1 toilet. i quite miss the pad dispense machine hehs! whatever!

went out with shari mel wei's and bf
tried everywhere for a nice shirt/burms bt just cant find darn. even topman!
so i settled for a red adidas shirt. guess, i am just too attracted t adidas uh.
sorry guys for being too troublesome haha.and yeah my clothes selection suck lar hahs. ah going back sac tml.
anyway i shall upload some pictures which seems alright:
i must say its an interesting pic.ahah.shari knows what i mean :) uh!
i miss my sitting partner! we finally meet up! ole! =)
wei's second half.funny guy. hehs!
anyway at 7 plus we walked out of suntec and were outside(near the fountain) when i heard *'s blog song. its either just me or my past. owells. anyway my body's acting.played bowling again this time with shari darn funny.oh saw seah at city hall station. me and wei were shocked though.(maybe i shall nt go further.)
CSI time! i need to shop!!!
editewd/reality timecheck:
its 1.30am. just finished a bowl of cup noodles and a CARTON of milk hehs! darn i am full. damn full. feel like sleeping bt how to? i am having bad bad leg cramps.argh.oh yes. i rmb. thanks dep for standing by me =)

found this in nic's friendster. ah 5.2 memories. owells.
things that i acomplish today.. pardon me for 'pulled words' haha.
bowling. i took the 8kg ball shag me.
aerrrro-plane!
gofffff-ing!

today i went for the rugby thing with sin. JUST because she wanted t bio someone! and its a good way for me to escape frm home. anyway i shall upload the pics. i feel soooo lazy typing.i hate HATE cafe prata or mr prata whatever!stupid aunty and her drinks! anyway pics speaks a million words haha..
my hand looks floating.yeah!sin i know ur toe injured! my fault?haha!
no kids its censor.i look as if i have 3 hands.
dumb faces?
toys in a pram. lame though.
during a match.
cant rmb what team this is bt they won their opponent.
spotting hot ang-moh guys!? haha.
i am TALLLLL. :)
evidence that we were there!
THIS IS SIN'S FUTURE GF!bt i think she thinks I LIKE HER!WTF!? just because sin's too shy to take and i was caught with the camera!so much for being nice. haha.
i look fat.
sin's FUTURE gf. owells.
me sin aishah?
yepp thats all people. when there's anything interesting i will post it up.

NO MORE!
my bloody exams are freaking over! wohoo!!! 7weeks of break for me. sorry jc and sec sch kids! hahs!dont be jealous bt u will have ur's soon! hahas. anyway went k-box with pin davin ck and val.hanna went to meet her church friends? as for dhuha.. no idea haha all i knew was he finished his exams damn damn FAST! anyway it was damn embrassing.. we were told t read the paper for the first 15mins then shari sms me.. and u know my ringtone "you've a msg" every soul in the rm was wondering what was that! sheesh. freaking paiseh. and i was asking the angmoh lecturer can i off my hp. hahs! i think the guys were drooling as they did their paper. haha, bt she nt pretty lar. i think i have been deprieved of sleep. ahh! damn, sin havent sms me abt the rugby thing. well. i want to go but then i feel nut lazy haha. yep.. hope f04 ppl are holding another chalet? and outings with the babies! yepp. its also time to meet up my sec 2 buddies? yepp.oh oh and basketball with mabel! sorry babe cldnt play with u today. all needs some planning.





the room which we had was big.and it seems like we didnt know how to seat on chains given. we sat on the walls:)
and yes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAM AND JESS!(TURNING SWEET 18 AND 17 RESPECTIVELY)

back for a while. argh so freaking stress out!!! and the best part its nt abt the studying but its the freaking paper. lets see. maths gone. IPC ah dont mention abt that freak sub. rmb i got a D? i think they didnt add the prac marks. and i dont think they shld cause i FAILED!bloody hell. pardon me for talking like that but when u are in a foul mood. u cant control words. and today! microbio. the subject i thought i can do alright in. it was a major screwed.lets see..
6.2 microorganisms can be found everywhere on earth. based on their nutritional and physical requirement briefly explain how we can classify bacteria that live in human stomach.(4 marks) hello!?!? how the hell wld i know. do i look like the bacteria? or am i already a biologist!?! but this qn is ok.
4.2 thermophilic bacteria, thermophilus aquaticus,grow best at igh temperature.discuss the importance of this organism in industrial biotechnology. cheem-mer-lor-le-gy!!!!!!!
3.2 (why must THIS number give such qns.?) give an example of an important microbial product made out of the following,name the bacteria and state its industrial or medical usage. a)polysaccharide from bacteria capsule. (wth is this shit?!) b)toxin from endospores forming bacteria (well i said its pencillin crap right!) c)carbon/energy storage polymer.
wah lao. such wtf qns also can ask! sheesh. its like so freaking randomness and senseless in someways.its only 3qns out of the whole paper.imagine the rest.urgh.ok.brain dead shall study another fu*k up subject ltr. but FINALLY last paper on friday. relieve me!
*i realise i love talking to myself during exams =)
linNette>linE-neRd.(sad case?iknow.)

i tell you. i am never more dead tired then what i am today. well i meant in poly life ahhs! studied today at KAP suppose to meet val pin ck and davin at 1pm thanks god i was late. reached almost at 2 to find no one there!? soon they came except pin. ah that girl!i think pin and jessica can be good friends.well they dont even know each ohter. maybe i shld intro and when they meet hahah!!!!!! good luck to them! =)lets see who's later! anyway KAP was damn noisy and we went to val's place. so yepp went teman jurong mac to study. the crowd wasnt as bad as KAP. i did my IPC while everyone did microbio which is one wenesday!?!? i am dying with IPC but i am determine. i had a D and i know i can get a C bt i dont know why i just JUST dont have the motivation to study. its like a blank out. studied till 6 plus. pin suggested we play bowling? gosh its been so long since i play 6 months ago? davin and ck were good so where their pooling skills! hehee!
anyway my hands are aching frm holding the 12kg ball.but i got a feeling its only 9kg ahhs!tired lar.. long day u know.
anyway i shall leave u a picture of pin playing bowling. i know i will get bite but its amusing.. the ball.. rolls ever so S.L.O.W.L.Y.with davin teaching her. and val had my genes or flinking the ball backwards. watchout!!!
wahahas. okie. night peeps.
*i miss baby,#18. =)

always blogging when i am suppose to study. o wells.math was a.. ehh wasnt that good or bad i got to say.i hate staying at home. home is such an un-inspirational place to study. argh. anyway i was reading claire's blog. her entries are quite meaningful i got to say. well in someway. (claire i am promoting ur blog!:) hehee.)
this sentence caught my eyes:
distance doesnt mean someone doesnt care. its means they are enduring pain to watch you find happiness from afar.
yepp. it caught me in awe i got to say.
sometimes well. everytime? when i travel to sch. i pass by this particular spot where all my memories just comes flooding back. i dont know why.. but its weird in someways.oh. my goldfish..it was half dead yesterday. and i was talking to it haha dont ask me why.eh i went if i pass math dont die till i end sch. so yep. this morning it was still swimming limply? is there such a word!? and i just went for sch for math and i came home at 1 plus? it was already floating but the gills were still moving slightly. i just have this feeling i am going to pass my math hehe!! and i decided to bath. after 10 mins as i walked out my poor fish died!!! that 10 mins. a life can be taken.. well u may say its only a fish but significant things have happened man. like my math exams and this fish was the fish i bought back in 2005! before my o's prelims! i went with lydia and kwet-t.we realesed all the fishes we bought to the pond but i didnt want to let go of this.and it stayed with me for.. 10 months! amazing.. ahh.i miss my fish. i know abit dumb lar but still 10 months feelings can be developed!
anyway off to study microbio an ass memorising module.
lets see monday no sch tuesday IPC(did i mention i failed my final practical?7/40 btw i was the worst in class) inspirational to continue studying or shld i repeat this module next semester? wenesday microbio thurs nothing firday physiology. it amaze me that i am a bio student and i still fail this module. o wells.
the thought of failing 3 out of 4 modules freaks me. but i got to face reality..
okiees.. off to mug mug MUG!

(pardon me) for this entry:
i couldnt had the strength to lift myself up frm the seat let alone walking out of the door.look at these pictures and think back two/three years ago.walking up the stair with ur friends. sharing/using the same table as you.and the place where i first met and know you.i really miss those times. if only i had the chance to turn back time.. but then once a choice is made, there's no looking back. 'is there?' i used to ask myself. i really dont want to give up on what i really want badly for the past 3 years. seeing u carry on with life sometime makes me wonder are u for real or are u wearing a mask.sometimes i really want to give up but its just that something dragging me back if nt something will happen that reminds me of you.i just need to say so many more things i need to say to you.but i always dont know where and how to start. shit.. i dont know.



i think i wasted lots of time crapping. urgh. i shld just study..
math tml.

i should have followed my gut and heart to the airport to study today!
guess we aint fated nor destined.
anyway got to go back sch to collect somethings exams paper bleach!
okie off to study!
byeeee!!!
maybe i shld go to the airport to study tml?
edited:
singapore airport is the only place u can find students studying! oh wells.
anyway i studied today amazed?! was with shari,mel came ltr and it was freaking noisy i swear.
the kids there were devils.anyway i learn something new thats' sac has a boy's sch!
well.. how wld i know my sch still has a sch for kiddo guys!?
anyway i picked this up:
The rules:
highlight the statements that are true in red
highlight the statements that you wish were true in green
if the statement is not true and is not what you wish, leave it.
well i got to change the rules. cause i got no idea on how to highlight.statements that are true will be a * wishes will be ~ and nothing is nothing lar!
I miss somebody right now.******************THE!
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. RIGHT!
I wear glasses or contact lenses.*
I love to play video games.*
I've tried marijuana.~ =)
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.*
I curse sometimes.*who dont!? unless u are a saint.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.*
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.~
I've broken someone's bones.~ i hope its URS!
I'm paranoid sometimes.*very if u know me well.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.*who dont.
I love sushi.~ well depends
I talk really,really fast.* i cant beat catherine chan. ask 5.2ians hahas!
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.*
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.~ i wish i cld.
I have a lot of mood swings.* GIRLS WHAT!?
I have a hidden talent.~ inspire me!!!
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have~
I have a lot of friends.~
I have pecked someone of the same sex.*
I enjoy talking on the phone.*
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.~
Enjoy window shopping.~
I would rather shop then eat.~
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them.~ i forget things fast. i have stm.=)
I'm a pretty good dancer.~
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.TRUE!MY SEC SCH MATES UNDERSTAND PERFECTLY.
I have a cell phone.*
I believe in God. *
I watch MTV on a daily basis.~i need cables in my house.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.*
I've rejected someone before.* did i?
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.******* totally TRUE!
I want to have children in the future.*
I have changed a diaper before.~ maybe i did when i was a child
I've called the cops on a friend before.*** yes in pri sch and it was hilirious!
I'm not allergic to anything.* i think
I have a lot to learn.* true!
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. YES I AM VERY! if u believe haha =)
I have tried alcohol before. pleassseehh larr!!!
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.*
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. shari may! i wont..
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. the ones i make are better.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.~ if i am that HOT!
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.~
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.*
I have dated a close friends's ex.* well...
I am happy at this moment!! my ass..
I'm obsessed with girls _well..sounds damn wrong!
I study for tests most of the time.~ esp math
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.* but did u know i didnt know how to tie my shoe lase till sec1!? cause it was complusory!
I can work on a car.*
I love my job.* as a student? nt bad..
I am comfortable with who I am right now.~
I have more than just my ears pierced.~
I walk barefoot wherever i can.*
I have jumped off a bridge.~
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.~ i know __ will.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.*
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.*** true! it suck sitting for so long till ur ass hurts.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules._u think i am a fish!?
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.* :))
I fall for the worst people.** well lately yeah.what a sad thing.(esp '05)
I adore bright colours.*
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.* well maybe to kill time though its 2.45am!?
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.~
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.~
I have ridden/owned a horse.* toy one?
I still have every journal I've ever written in.* i think i have
I can't stick to a diet. _ i am a bamboo(according to my friends) DIET!?
I talk(swear) in my sleep.~ and the first person i swear are my lecturers.esp math.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.oh no need. i have stm
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.**
I have jazz in my blood.*
I wear a toe ring.I have a tattoo.nt that mad.. but tattoo! i want!!!!!!!
I am a caffeine junkie.*
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.ehH!?
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.* and make my mom cleans up everything=)
I'm an artist.~
I only clean my room when necessary.~
I like a person of the same sex. well..no yes dont know both. you pick.
I love being happy.***** who dont

okie what a boring and crap post but i need to pass time.haha and destress frm studying. okie time to sleep! its 3am now.
well pls dont be convinced by whatever i write here..like what i say its 3.10 now. my brain isnt operating like how it shld be. thanks =)

i am quite lazy to type too much.shall place it in this form.(its in a random order)
1)why does my blog doesnt have coloured fonts unlike those i see in other blogs?!
2)may someone pleeeaassee teach me how to cancel words.you know whereby u type it and yet cancel it?
3)i am going to be so killed by mrs wong for NOT finishing my MOL.due date was fri.
4)studying hard this week. math finale is this friday!(math exams i meant)
5)went to watch france and the one on thurs fireworks'.the fri one was nicer as i was blocked on sat due to where i stood and i ran to stand on the highway and police were screaming their heads off. well singaporeans followed my suite =)
6)i cant wait for my sentosa trip! this sat?
7)read something that was amusing.it seems we have different and same thoughts.contridicting?
8)i was recalling of.. and it brought me a smile.
9)i want to play basketball with mabel! have nt been seeing her for a long time!
10)i realise my taste of some stuffs are getting from bad to WORST!



some pics which i took on friday with my lousy hp.oh wells.

all i want is to watch the fireworks with you.

its going to be another year of a boring national day

edited*
ndp was NO LONGER boring =)
edited*
thanks dhuha and hanna for teaching me maths today. i know i can be the worst student u find on earth but haha..u can learn while teaching me? did u guys? i think u guys lose more brain and blood cells instead. urgh i spent 10am to 5pm doing integration and u know np's bloody system it suck. anyway going to complete tml but i dont think i can finish everything i hope scoring 4/5 also can lar.its going to be stressful next week.
anyway watch this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5OpaklUYyo
it features zidane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yippi!!!