Wednesday, August 31, 2005

sorry for my disappearing acts for these days.
busy getting things sorted out..
but..
well i am going to study soon.
fri's ss.
how dead k i be..
my eng and sci prac was already a huge fuking screw up.
anyway there was teachers day celebration.
and her class ppl came.
but she didnt turn up.
sigh.
perhaps...its because of her council stuff which made her busy.
hope its that reason.
the other didnt turn up because of him.hehe.
that pig!
but sadly.
the she still didnt.
was praying she did but.
sigh..
its my last teachers day celeb.
but i dint buy anything for anyone so yea.
i miss her.
gosh.
anyway shall just leave with this song.

mcfly-i'll be OK

When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strangeI
t's been so long now
You've forgotten how to smile
.And overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friend all have
Better things to do
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the wayOh,
just tell yourselfI,
I'll be OK
Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone
There's no-one to share the pain
Your sleeping with the TV on
And your lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Could never help me to forget
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourselfI,
I'll be OKYou're not alone
(you're not alone)
You're not alone
(you're not alone)
You're not aloneJust tell yourselfI,
I'll be OKOh, just tell yourselfI,
I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself
When your down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When your down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day
Oh, just tell yourselfI,
I'll be OKI,
I'll be OKI,
I'll be OK

--ur birthday is coming soon.will get you something though=) but pls rmb to grow up.heh.
--pass it to you this fri?
--i know why you didnt come hah.
--stop pestering for hair wax!
--<3 you. going to be 2 yrs.

walked away ]|[ 12:19 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

:(
nothing to blog my life is still that boring.
studies...gosh!

walked away ]|[ 4:21 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

sigh..
oh damn.
my ife suck totally.
so sick of it.
cant wait to finish exams and ge out of sch..
but,
like wat other sacians say..
you will miss sec sch eventually..
oh well...
i rather..miss it later.
i am still thinking abt the thing before my race on national day.
didnt get a chance to blog as my parents...
a pain in my ass!
tuition and more tuition..
wat a killing!!
hmmm..
yellow house got 2nd.
haha its my first time in 5 yrs..
i got second.
always in green house which means last.
this yr they were last too so haha..
grins*
but fracis argh...heck them
hehs..
so.
something happen during my race?
dont wish to ssay anything more..
yep.
help seah to pay the tigeress cup thing which was humiliating.
but at least i got a chance to give a.lim a kicking haha.
thats for all the homework she gave!
but i receive many blue blacks too.
hehs.

anyway, it was national day yesterday?
sigh which also means she and rt 2 month anni..
oh well..
i will say it here since..
this is my blog and i will say whatever i like.
shld be happy for them though.
yea.
hope she enjoys her outing with her buddy today.
since her bud is going back soon?
yea..
shall leave with this song from daniel.p
describle my mood for the rest of my life i suppose.
argh, eng prelims on the 291
stress!!!

daniel.p__bad day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile
and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and IYou kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more timeY
ou had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

well..yep.
sigh.
i love you and memories remains.
it keeps flashing back to me.
:(

wait..
how k i miss out abt this.
lydia and i were laughing like mad on sports day abt that thing...
and we are still thinking abt it now!!!
ok maybe that perks me up?
haha its super embrassing for us!
wat we predict really came true!!!

walked away ]|[ 10:23 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

shall blog again since i am quite free..
anyway, i got ehh..someone's no.
haha feel like msging that person.
but i know she will be a huge distraction.
esp prelims o's and stuff.
but ..
heh
its not serious.
so maybe i shld not.
sigh i saw her pic..
she have changed so mush..
5 months of not seeing her.
thats it man.
tml sports day.
i got my monthly thing run wat shit k?
sigh somemore 200m
class,
if i am last tml pls dont blame me.
at least i turn up.
haha.
its really a dad day for me.
should i say bad week.
anyway, her friend has came back.
hope shed feelings much better..
cause she has someone to confide in?
i am too lazy to type.
haha..

walked away ]|[ 1:51 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

its quite a bad day today..
ok..more of sad?
i rather have cjc to come and present for pc instead.
i dont want tpjc but they still came.
sigh.
sherlyn chua, min feng and cindy were there.
i said one of them abt her..
hows life for her.
one of the three was surprise that i still like her and know that shes attach.
oh well.
i am not that dumb.
hai..
why?
i am not looking forward for national day as its her anni with her bf.
2nd month.
=(
but i got to be happy for them..
who am i to poke in their affairs anyway?
well.
i quite stress out with anything now..
studies...
everything.
but maybe something can perk me up.
i want to 'look for someone'
heh.

but it doesnt matter ..
in the end..
i opnly love one and only one which is her..
i still love you.

walked away ]|[ 9:59 PM