this can song can actually be linked to yesterday entry...
moreover this song is stuck in my head..sigh.
well..i thing this song is for you , hoping that you will understand my life better. i suppose.

AKON..LONELY

"Lonely"Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,I have nobody,
For my ownI'm so lonely, I'm Mr. LonelyI have nobody,
For my owwnnnI'm so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya
kno got that one good girl whose always been there like
yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more
and decides to leaveI woke up in the middle of the night and
I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin,
for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girlCant belive I hadda girl like you
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
IReally wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
girlBeen all about the world ain't neva met a girl
that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up
and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams
that made meBe so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girrl
lNever thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl
andCome on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished Id everHurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz...I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely
)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girllLonely,
so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),Mr. Lonely,
so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

so ya...
its messy but i am lazy to put it straight.

linette>>

exams are just next week...how fast.
and i havent started studying yet. ok, maybe a little.
but at least i know that this yr wont be like last yr.
be it positively or negatively.
but what i meant was you^ being attach. but its the past though.
alright...i have promise her that i will study hard and focus..
i hope.
since you have been gone..that the only thing i can do left to prove some stuff.
i will do well for my exams i promise.
sigh..
anyway thank u for telling me that you will listen to my "stories" when i am down.
though u are not the best candidate
we didnt talk until like that when u were still around.
maybe seperation did some good i suppose.
for abt that thing, i hope i will stop..
i am trying.
and again, i promise you i will.
you will have my word.
i am feeling very lost and tired now.
i dont know why i am doing things to myself anyway.
i dont know what to say.
but just thanks.
for waking me up back to reality at times.
things seem so fake.
i prefer things back then but we dont have a choice do we?
life in sch just suck now...
competely suck.
maybe even the students who dont even respect sec 5s.
wat is the sch coming to now.
at least u are not here to see things now
hai~

___its been a extremly long time since we talk ...last yr?
hope that if can locate me...we can still talk.3 years.
___ever since you went jc...you liked things there..enjoy urself!
...take care.=D
___ i hope this wil go on..we sms and stuff. hope to see u again..
its been almost 5 months since you are gone. hope to see you again soon.
but i think that will only be after o's and only if you want to go out with me.
___good luck for everyone exams...

oh well..
sigh...

lin

its midnight. i just talked finished to __
hehe...
if only this happens last time.
sigh. i am tired..
sleeping now.
miss her still.. but as wat __ say life must go on.
cheers ppl.

linette out>>

theres 2.4 km run today. i am tired and i havent been studying this week. omg...exams are just coming.
theres too many thing going on. co rehearsal pft and stuff. anyway pft reminds me of something but i dont wish to talk abt it. -its happening now-..
co syf is next week ...how nice...gold with honours ya!
sigh. i dont know what i am talking.
anyway talked to my past___ just now...haha...ok. madness.
i am too lazy to continue...too tired.
i miss...___ hehe.but at least __ life is better now. i am happy.
it hurts to see her life suck..heh.
i hate pft..fainted wth.
anyway thanks to those who cheered me on...yep.=)

// let me be the one girl make me ur selection..//

its been a long time since i last updated, i suppose.
hmm... life is slowlyimproving for me i guess.
i dont like her anymore.. ok, fine i was using her.
but i still have something for snickers...hehe.
wat a name...but ya.
haha...lydia named them. oh they also one called mars?
how dumb.
if only ___ gave me advices early...i would listen.
but its still not too late to listen to ___
maybe i will believe in something one day and forget u?
but how to? its been a year over?..u have been gone for months yet..
its hard getting over.
i shld focus on my studies..
i am failing all my sub lately.
i am too confused to blog any further...sorry.

i am navie.. you have also been though so much. i thought i was the only one.
now i understand.. we will pull it through together? or is it only me..?
=shall stop assuming...*___u___*=