Sunday, February 27, 2005

wat a tiring year. anyway, sigh.. i will try giving up on u.
this blog i find it so useless..dont noe why too..
but ok, end of syf camp..how i wish those 3 days did not pass so fast.
i am attach to ^CO^ for syf.
hmmm...hope they will still get gold this year.
but..it seems this year..their songs are not that good compared to other years.
anyway, i think the syf camp was ok.
mabel gets mad with bball. playing it at night right ? full court some more..madness.
pm was really slack..all we did was just some dumb fliming.
slept at 3 last night...yawn so tired but i got a pile of work to do.
oh my god...
hmmm...so now i am actually likingn someone again..
but i dont wosh to say the name cause..ya.
ann marie and sherilyn hates me when i do this...
haha talking half way..
makes them only irritated,
hmmm..and oh..thanks for listening abt me..
interesting stories i told in the sound roome today right?lol.
sherilyn..make sure u dont say it out or i am really going to cut ur breast i tell u..
sounds gross but thats what she told me!
and ann marie..stop being so shocked so often lar..
yep..
got to go and continue with my work..
sigh life is just so bored for me...study study and more studies..
how i wish i finished studying like other drangon babies.
but its also not good..cause tml they will be collecting results!....*screams*
so...take care peeps esp thoe collecting resluts tml.
bye!

walked away ]|[ 6:49 PM

Friday, February 11, 2005

i love * no matter what. i do and i really do.
i dont care abt what others think abt it..
sigh, all i want its *.
i sound like a despo..
opps^ heh..oh well.

____life is ok, for me..still surviving well. but i got to check myself into the woodbridge soon. i think i really need it when time comes.haha___//what comes around goes around//its really not easy being me//

walked away ]|[ 11:16 PM

Friday, February 04, 2005

i am back. its surprisd i cld last for such a long time without falling ill.
i thought homework and stress has taken its toll on me.
wat craps...anyway,
yea..i have forgotten my past. really..
and i feel so good abt it.
however, there might be someone coming into my life.
and i told myself ...if i have that person, i will promise to be sincere to *
its my last year here and i hope everything will work out fine.
its also because of * i will put the past behind my back.
theres a but to every qn.
will * accept me for who i am and wat i am? and not judge me?
* has rejected a person before but to be hornest i am afraid ..
afraid of.
-REjeCtIoN- again.
though i noe * doesnt comes online but i just want * to noe..
I LOVE YOU.

its inda weird that i noe * for almost since pri sch till now yet..
love is blind and i ony notices * since last dec and started liking
* since this yr.? i got a slow sense of life i assume..
oh well..
i said wad i wanted to say.


walked away ]|[ 11:23 PM