hey i am updating early todae.
not in the mood..
my borther is in hospital...quite seriously ill..
shit..what goingt to happen next , i do not know.
i hope that he will recover early..and get out soon.
take care...
couldn't concentrate during tution todae..
i can't...-sigh-
this week is a terrible week for me too..
i so tired...i can't stand it...

i got no mood to do anything...got lots of things to handle..
family pro...sch pro..and peers...i am so stress up!

today had 2.4 km.. thought that due to the rain , they might postpone it.. but damn it..
ran like shit..how to run when u come?..felt like crap while running..wanted to give up.
but in my mind there were two person which enouraged me to go on..
came in 15..did not know how i managed to..-luckly i guess..-last part ..i took off my spec to run..
could not see a damn thing..but i just went on..after the run..someone offered me ice-cream..
cant remeber who it was..but just want to say thanks..[oh, sorry lisa for spilling e ice-cream on ur shorts]
..
anyway , my brother was just hospitised .. i don't know for what ..but at the hos. he wants his hp charger
my mum scolded him..wadever..dun think i am able to make it to sharon conformation this sat..-tomorrow-..i also dun think i am able to go for the one on sunday too..haiz..

exams next week..havent start studying...got to gonow..to sleep i mean..dead tired..

+[i hope that u will reply smthing something in that disk..anyway u sprint reaaly fast at the last leg today..
wow=)]+
#(it was simply fun to see two of my ...-ahem- running..they ran real fast at the last leg.. could see that they had tried their real best though they did not get first..=) lolx!...)#

Today pft was fine..pass all. got my report card .
failed 3.. i think my parents aren't going to sign them again.
exams are coming..i have not start studying yet..OMG!
just want to say something to someone in case she is reading..
erm, i do not know what is with my attitude this week.
i hope that the friendship that we built can continue..
also , by now u should noe the real linette and not the sweet linette whom you think.i feel weird not smsing u for one day..i really wish that this will not happen but i have no choice..i feel that i have been making use of you too..sorry abt that..really sorry.
i wish that somethings were just illusion, and we could turn back time.
.. i really miss you ... lots!
feel so sick and tired this week.. morever there is 2.4 km run on fridae..
ok, i am physically emotionally and mentally weak now i guess..dieing from fatigue .. sigh..how long will this tourture last?

:// i am sorry abt the past...lets move on with life and stop brooding over it?//:...

hey updating my blog at last! yep..this week is my slacking week. missed lots of lessons.quah is in critical condition.feel bad though last time i was in tennis and he usually insults me...now it is so quiet.
..hmm,i am confused..very confused.i am torn in between two ppl.
hey lisa ,feli and rachie..thanks for listening to my problems.-also for giving me support to go for it-yep...anyway,today is good friday...however,i went for maths tution at 12.30pm,yep..came home at 5pm.did nothing much..-oh only my tutor complained that i sms too much during tution[wadever]- what i could i do for 5 hours...?my ass was aching anyway!yep,came home did nothing...lying on my bed daydreaming and smsing...anyway ...before that ..someone told me that she was at ps..and has lost her elder sister.and instead of looking for her sis, she is going to shop and eat first!!-what the hell?=D-
dinner suck..ate mee siam...tasted gross..vomitted after that..anyway i have not even started my revison for my exams yet...HELP I goInG To fAiL!!!
going to watch television..and and still gonna wait for the sms which she haven't reply-it has been two hours!-...sigh life is so boring for me..

-hEy iT Is rEalLy tRuE ThAt iT TaKeS CoUrAgE tO FrEe sOmOnE WhOm yOu oNCe lIkE. hOweVeR, wE MusT MoVe oN WiTh lIfE RiGhT?-

=//Cherish what is around you before they are gone//=
"I FeEl sO LoSt aNd cOnFuSeD"

k...linette is back...hmmm...im kinda of miss H E R... and a H E R...yeps...k...really...nthg to say le!! i cant stand it...im agnes...lol...yar...and i noe the H E R leiz... so fun... and everything is bout H E R yar... cant stand it anymore yar...dunno wad to write le...linette say juz try to ruin it...so shall TRY... hmmm... lets tok bout linette... nononono... let me tink... k... linette....oh ya...she haf a funny lifestyle... sleep at 7 pm... eats dinner at 12 am... i wonder is she a ghost or something...eats at 12...rite at nite...weirdo...k..shall end here le...nthg to write le mah... bb

hey!!!sharifah here!!!i m juz invading dis longbean's blog...i help her to do the tag board n the links...
hahahaha...real headache doing all dat...hahahaha...it feels like i m doing my own blog...hahahaha...:D
ok linette ur blog is done...hahahha...gtg...tata...love ya ppl

hmm..todae my mom saw ms tanabal and as usual she brag about butches and stuff like that..i can't cut my hair till late june??..shit lah.anyway,if my mom did not come..i will be suspended for 2 months..and for the 2 months i will just rot and die.
did something regretful yesterday and stupid..-sorry nic for punching ur gut could not help it- i should not have vent my anger on my close friend..-shit*-..maybe i am really a jerk??..my mom packed all my clothes ..she wants me to be femine...wow!!and she wants me to cut back my stupid sec1 hair style..hate my mom now..anywae..i hate april fool's day...think i am the biggest fool instead..
well ,i don't know what to say..-forgotten suddenly-sigh^..my life is so stress..
i want the old linette back..the ususal and normal linette which i know..my life just sucks now..lots of work and test..wadever..

-i wISh ThAt I CoUlD LeT gO Of wHaT I DoInG .. i neEd a bReAk.I cAnNoT StAnD It aNYmOrE...i hAvE ReAcHeD My lImIt...i ReAlLy nEeD A BReAk,i aM SiCk![-PeAcE oFf-]